My eating the last couple weeks has been attrocious! According to the doctors scale this morning, I'm at 253 lbs. That is almost 10 pounds higher than what I weighed in at less than a week ago at home.
I've ordered The Firm Wave system and a months supply of Nutrisystem food because I cannot trust myself not to eat fast food if I don't have something pre-made to eat. I know it's not ideal and now how I'll have to live once I get to goal but right now my main focus is to get to goal. I'm almost at my heaviest weight again. I cannot do this anymore. My clothes don't fit and my arthritis is worse than ever. Some days I can barely walk and I'm too young to go through life like this.
On March 10th, 2011 I will turn 35. My goal is to be at 150 lbs (at least) by that birthday. I've lost almost 90 pounds in a year before, I know I can do this. I just have to focus and find a way to get some of this stress out of my life. I was losing weight great before I switched jobs. I don't want to quit but sometimes I feel like I would be better of (at least my health would be) if I had a less stressful job.
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