07/31/10 - WI

This morning I'm at 274.2...just 0.8 lbs less than when I originally started this journey a few years ago.  It is time to get back on track and lose all this weight again.  I cannot stand it any longer.  Going to have to start slow because the arthritis is really flaring up again but start somewhere I will. Even if it's just walking around the block a couple times to start.

Time to refocus 07/30/10

After reviewing family pictures after the funeral of my grandfather I realized that I really need to get back to business and lose this weight...again.  I've gained back all of the weight that I lost and after seeing pictures of myself now and at my lowest weight in December 2008 I'm disgusted that I let myself gain it all back.

Thinking...

I forgot to WI yesterday but I'm sure I gained, again.  I've been in that emotional & stress eating phase for a long time.  That's the main reason why I've gained back almost 80 of the 88 pounds I lost a couple years ago.  It's so frustrating and I really want to lose the weight again, mostly just so the arthritis will ease up, but also so it's easier to find clothes.  Just need to find my motivation again...not sure where it went.

05/15/10 Weigh In

Weighed in at 263 pounds Saturday morning.  That means I have gained 75+ pounds in about a year and a half.  That is unacceptable and cannot continue.

WI 5/1/10

Pretty disgusted that I gained 1.6 lbs this week. Spent 3 hours mowing grass, walked some & I thought I ate better but stilled gained. Time to get back to the video work outs and more walking. My reasons have changed...I don't really care what I look like anymore but my arthritis has gotten so bad I can barely walk at times. I've got to lighten the load I'm carrying to fix that.
Katy